WooHOOOO man! One secret santa gift done! ANOTHER CRAPPILY DONE ONE TO GO! Then I can die for a day or two.

I also have some special gifts planned for a few people to work on once the secret santa is over and done with.


New account wise, some might know how much I hate this screen name. I think I stopped liking it literally a month or two after I made it. I've just always been too lazy to do anything about it.
So, coming up on its fifth year anniversary, I'm finally going to get a new one. I'll be deleting my gallery here (except for the stamps, which people seem to enjoy mindless excessively faving), only re-upload a few, and put up some stuff I never uploaded at all.
Only thing is, I don't know if I should do it now, or wait until after the secret santa is done with. Guess I'll figure it out once I actually get the gifts done.

ANOTHER BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO !!
The Karaoke place was a lot of fun!!





_{OPERATOR! GET ME BEIJING-JING-JING-JING!!}

I've always wanted the Legend of Zelda Original Soundtracks, but every time I see them in stores, each ends up costing close to $40. Whuuut

So, on the spur of the moment, I went searching online to see if anyone has them free to download and, lo and behold, I found this really awesome site with literally tons of OSTs and it's the only site I've found so far that allows you to download full albums in one go.
There is a catch though, in order for me to be able to download the full album files, I'll either have to donate money to the site (money I don't have) OR refer people to the site.

You don't have to register, just click the link! Easy yeah?!

[link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]

Do me a favor! Every click gets me 1 album! And if you DO register, just put my screen name (IamSeme) in the referral box! If you register, tell me your screen name and we can become buds UB

If there are any albums you see that you like am I'm able to download enough full albums, I'll download it for you and send it!

Either way, if you know any sites where I can get these full albums in zip/rar files more easily..... please tell me. DB
I'll doodle for you I promise even if you want bad things... I'm okay with bad things...

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I got tagged by and JUST because she doubted I'd do it.... I'm gunna do it. ( ¬ _ ¬ )


<sub>1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them. (No.)
5. No tag-backs


1.) I am extremely bitter, but I can't stand bitter tasting things.

2.) Hating mostly everyone/thing is my prerogative.

3.) I've been told by more than one friend that I would be the dominate partner in any relationship straight or gay. Go me.

4.) Until a week ago I never drank coffee. Just got into it and I'm averaging 4-6 cups a day. It's awesome

5.) My second eldest sister sent me a Christmas card today with a weird letter inside. It's even stranger considering her and I never talk. Wish it had money in it instead.

6.) I've been writing down and drawing my dreams the past few nights. It's interesting and unnerving.

7.) My cat Dink is a gentlemen.

8.) I KNOW HOW TO DRIVE.

9.) I lay in bed at night and depressingly wonder what the hell I'm doing with my life... than I roll over and try to think about what kind of sandwich I'll eat in the morning.

10.) I should be working on my Secret Santa gifts right now instead of writing this.

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I won't say anything because I'm sure most if not all of you won't do this.... prove me wrong. ( = __ = )

Have fun

I'm starting to hate them.



They all look the same after a while.


I'm not sure I'll finish my Secret Santa gifts on time man.... It's like I set myself up for failure with how I go all out with these things. Why can't I put effort into my own shit too?

_{I'm fuckin' tired as hell.}

_{Secret Santa Journal [link]}




I'm a bit sad... while actually kinda more than a bit.

This week my parents, niece and I were to go to Houston to spend the holiday with my third eldest sister. Even though it's a bit stressful, I do enjoy spending time with my family on thanksgiving.
My niece needed to work the day we were to leave, so I stayed behind while my parents left so I could keep her company while she drove to Houston the same night. That day, while getting my stuff together, I get a call from my brother who was upset about spending the day alone. He'd told us he was spending it with some friends, but they apparently canceled on him. Talking it over with my niece, we felt bad about leaving him all alone, so the two of us decided to stay behind so we could spend Thanksgiving with him instead of going to Houston. He then tells us his friend rescheduled, so he was going to have lunch with them, then we'd be able to get together later on to spend time with him like we originally planned.

Sounds okay, right?

So, today my niece and I were sitting around, waiting and my niece's ex-fiancé was super, super nice and invited us to have Thanksgiving lunch with his family. They were all so sweet and treated us really well. Oh my god, I HATE carrots... HATE them, but shit dude, his brother's wife made some awesome homemade carrot cake. I actually ate a whole slice by myself.
My niece and I stayed there, waiting for my brother's call. An hour passed, then two. Sent him a text and asked what was up, said he just finished eating and was going to chill there for a few minutes and he'd call in a bit. Another hour passed.. and another.. and another. We waited for at least four hours without a word from my brother. Eventually, I told my niece we should go because I already felt like I was imposing on their kindness enough already after they fed me and let me stay there so long. It was late by then and we were hungry, so we get a quick bite at IHOP then, eventually, head home.

Halfway there, I get a text from my brother:

"What are you doing"

"Heading home."

"Mom and dad are there you know"

"I know. They told me."

"Have fun"

And that was it. Nothing else, so, we were pretty much ditched by my brother. We missed out on having am awesome dinner and a good time with our own family to spend time with him because we felt sorry. He ditched us to spend time and, more than likely, get high with his friends instead.

So yeah. I'm a bit hurt and a bit pissed, but I guess being either won't do me much good.... wish I'd seen this coming ahead of time though. Teach me to actually really expect something from family. Usually I expect nothing to avoid disappointment.